~butterflies~

it is only a couple of hours away .. the countdown to lincoln center is on and a flock of butterflies is aflutter in my belly .. not like anyone knows .. I'm playin it cool like, yea you know when you're totally burnt out it's really hard to summon the energy to be nervous so it's like I am truly Zen .. which I WAS (until this morning) .. but now I am like ohhshitgetthefuckoutthisisreallyhappenin!!

it's a good look ..